That memory just lingers till I forget another piece of my mind...

I got a job finally! I've been working there about three weeks now and I like it so far. Though I'm still having my emotional ups and downs but that's just me so I'll deal with it. A lot has happened in such a short period of time and there is still a lot more to come. Oh I can't wait till I get there! >_<!!! I know time has been flying lately but I still want to be much further ahead of myself. And I still want to be more outgoing, I still have a hard time showing my work, singing and leading in front of people. My confidence is growing but I still want more!!! O_<!
Yoshiko won’t just be the character. >=3

Man I really like split pea soup. X3
And I ate the last can I had today too... T_T On top of that I haven't had a whole lot of time to make it anyways. Well I could start it while I'm getting ready because I get up so early but I'd probably burn it. Lol

I had an interesting dream last night where I was cleaning this really dirty window. It had this layer of green/brown mildew across it but on the inside which was strange because windows only get that way on the outside. I got it halfway clean before I started to do something else in my dream though. And this other part later in my dream I walked into a really clean white elevator. It was really fancy too because it was lined with pretty glass and gold trim. There was also a door on the other side of it too but when I walked in Crecia was standing there with her back to me. Then I said 'Hey I'm dreaming! Hey Crecia I'm dreaming, are you?' Of course it being a dream she said she was too and I was all -Wow we're dreaming together!!!!11- (Thinking to myself in my head). I think that I realized I was dreaming because I told myself before I fell asleep that I was in bed dreaming, that usually increases the chances of me becoming aware but I usually forget that I know I'm dreaming pretty quick.

Well I'm going to work on my room some more.. I've been cleaning it, that's one of the big things that's been happening and it's almost done too! All I have to do is go through a few stacks of papers/folders/sketch books and some little stuffs (oh and put my books back on there shelves). Then I'm so doing some NEW artwork because all the stuff I have though it's not very old feels very old to me. I even would go so far as to call it my old crap. Especially since my cg's pale in comparison to my sketches. I really want my cg too look better but it's never going to get there unless I start doing more! >_<* grr...

K, well I'm out-

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